Monday, March 11, 2013

At ALL Costs!!!!!!

Are you willing to sacrifice what you think is your most prized possession for the cause of Christ? Are you willing to sacrifice that prized possession in obedience to the directions God has given you?

Lets Read Genesis 22:1-19 (NIV)


 1Some time later God tested Abraham. He said to him, “Abraham!”
“Here I am,” he replied.
Then God said, “Take your son, your only son, whom you love—Isaac—and go to the region of Moriah. Sacrifice him there as a burnt offering on a mountain I will show you.
Early the next morning Abraham got up and loaded his donkey. He took with him two of his servants and his son Isaac. When he had cut enough wood for the burnt offering, he set out for the place God had told him about. On the third day Abraham looked up and saw the place in the distance. He said to his servants, “Stay here with the donkey while I and the boy go over there. We will worship and then we will come back to you.
Abraham took the wood for the burnt offering and placed it on his son Isaac, and he himself carried the fire and the knife. As the two of them went on together, Isaac spoke up and said to his father Abraham, “Father?”
“Yes, my son?” Abraham replied.
“The fire and wood are here,” Isaac said, “but where is the lamb for the burnt offering?”
Abraham answered, “God himself will provide the lamb for the burnt offering, my son.” And the two of them went on together.
When they reached the place God had told him about, Abraham built an altar there and arranged the wood on it. He bound his son Isaac and laid him on the altar, on top of the wood. 10 Then he reached out his hand and took the knife to slay his son. 11 But the angel of the Lord called out to him from heaven, “Abraham! Abraham!”
“Here I am,” he replied.
12 “Do not lay a hand on the boy,” he said. “Do not do anything to him. Now I know that you fear God, because you have not withheld from me your son, your only son.
13 Abraham looked up and there in a thicket he saw a ram[a] caught by its horns. He went over and took the ram and sacrificed it as a burnt offering instead of his son. 14 So Abraham called that place The Lord Will Provide. And to this day it is said, “On the mountain of the Lordit will be provided.
15 The angel of the Lord called to Abraham from heaven a second time 16 and said, “I swear by myself, declares the Lord, that because you have done this and have not withheld your son, your only son, 17 I will surely bless you and make your descendants as numerous as the stars in the sky and as the sand on the seashore. Your descendants will take possession of the cities of their enemies, 18 and through your offspring[b] all nations on earth will be blessed,[c]because you have obeyed me.”
19 Then Abraham returned to his servants, and they set off together for Beersheba. And Abraham stayed in Beersheba.


Abraham was told by God to take his son to a specific place to give as a burnt offering. If you know anything about Abraham you know that in Chapter 18, he and his wife Sarah were given a promise by God that they would have a son and that he was to have countless descendants that would come through this son Isaac, that he was now faced to kill. 

Now my thoughts while reading this was, what was going through his mind? He had been promised this son by God and look at where he's at. Knowing what we know about God and that he can not lie, Abraham did not doubt what he was told and started the journey towards that place. 

We must be obedient to the place that God has spoken to us about, the very thing we know that he has spoken and directed us to do we must do it. In order for you know and distinguish His voice you have to be spending quality time with him so that you will, without a shadow of a doubt, know that it is He who speaks. 

If I am spending time with someone, at a certain point they will be talking to me and I won't even have to ask who it is, I will automatically know. On the other hand if I'm not spending time with them it will be harder for me to know who is speaking to me therefore I'll be asking, "Who's talking to me?" We MUST spend time with God in order to hear his voice.

John 10:27
My sheep listen to my voice; I know them, and they follow me. 

As we read on in Genesis 22, we know that he went up the mountain. When he arrived at the designated place he places down the wood, bound his son up and  begins to bring the knife down. The Angel of the Lord stopped him and the ram in the thicket behind him was used as the sacrificial offering symbolizing the complete surrender of self to cover sins committed. If Abraham hadn't heard the voice of God and if he would have become distracted by everything else going on, I'm not sure what would have happened. If he would have gone to another place to do it, or would have gotten tired and given up during the journey that ram may not have been there for him to replace his son. The place on the mountain was called by Abraham, 'The Lord Will Provide' because it is at the place when we've been completely obedient to the voice of God that he provides and makes a way.


It's amazing to me how merciful and patient God is with us even when we do things the way we want to. I thank God that through my mistakes and selfish moments he is still there for me but I want to get to the place where I hear his voice clearly and I undoubtedbly believe and do what he says. That is what I also want for you. I want you to know his voice clearly and accept his directions knowing that he has a purpose for you all in mind that he is the Lord who will provide. Hear, Do, and the provision will be there! Be deligent, be courageous for God is with us!


Joshua 1:6-8
"Be strong and courageous because you will lead these people to inherit the land I swore to their forefathers to give them. Be stong and very courageous. Be careful to obey all the law my servant Moses gave you; do not turn from it to the right or to the left, that you may be successful wherever you go. Do not let this Book of the Law depart from your mouth; meditate on it day and night so that you may be careful to do everything written in it. Then you will be prosperous and successful."



Friday, March 1, 2013

Pressing...

There is this song that simply speaks what my heart is saying right now. Here are the words (Mary Alesi),

"I'm Pressing On
Cause I don't want to live an ordinary life
I'm Pressing On
Cause everything I do is for the cause of Christ"

Oh how these words speak to me and I can't be the only one.  Everything I do is for the cause of Christ and in Him alone do I live this life to please. Life's daily struggle can beat down on us and cause us to lose focus on what's really important. How easily we forget that this life is NOT about ourselves. In the society we live in it's all about live for oneself and doing me has the conotation to mean, "regardless of anyone else's feelings, concerns or well being, I simply live this life to make myself happy." See this way of thinking is not one that God see's as pleasing for we live this life to please Him and that means denying yourself and not "doing you" but his will which totally denies the flesh.

                                                                          This Life
I don't live this life for me
I live this life for He.
He is the one who came to this earth
He is the one who knew my birth
My birth he thought of when he died for me
When he was up there hanging from the tree
Yes, that tree, the wood he hung on had a starting place
and one who hung on a tree was considered a disgrace
He took the shame, sin, lust, greed and filth of the world
Was pierced, bruised, spit on for THIS DYING world
The world that lay dead and headed straight to hell
He spend His time here felling all the more compelled
Compelled to do exactly what he was sent to do
Teach to the people how to live and shed light on the fool
The fool that would deny that there's no way this eternal could really exist
The ones who says it's all a fraud yea He knew that he had to persist.
He had a purpose and that was to save
He knew that we must be shown the way
He was persistent in that fact that regardless of the afflictions that he'd face
This world had to have a savior so He stepped in that place.
He didn't lose focus but with intent he spent time with His Father
So that he would be prepared for the day that He'd be slaughtered
See, I thank God for his Son and the focus that He had
That no matter what the people threw his way He still obeyed His Dad.
Obedience my fellow believers is what will lead us to stepping in our full purpose
For without obedience, like Christ had, our lives are simply worthless 
We live this life not for ourselves, our wants, our desires, our needs, 
But we live this life for the ONE who saved us from this world of greed.
He'll give you what you desire, when you delight in Him
Once you're consumed with His love and His mission that's where you'll find your gem. 
You'll find that in Him, you'll be completely satisfied
So my friend make sure that you simply live your life for Him, and allow him to be your guide! 
-TeAndra Rhone



Sunday, January 13, 2013

I Must...

Hello everyone,
I hope that you've had a GREAT first two weeks of the year. Although it hasn't been bad for myself I must take this moment to remember what happened two year ago, January 14, 2009. I had planned to write a different blog but I became emotional today and I figured out why.

It's hard to believe it's been that long but indeed it has. It was 4 years ago that I went into early labor with my twin girls. It's crazy that the emotions of that day surface around this same time every year. I don't even have to be thinking about it until I find myself being emotional, it's like clockwork. I miss my twin girls, I can't help but think about what it would be like to have them here with us but then I think, would I have my Jae and Victoria if they had made it. No one should ever go through the pain of losing a baby. This loss was very detrimental, it was the straw that broke the camel's back. Losing our twins was my breaking point and it was the next few months that decided whether or not I'd keep walking with God. I fell into a deep depression and it was only God who brought me out of it.

I miss my babies. I miss my son Nehemiah, just thinking about it makes me soo emotional. I'm in tears over my babies but I thank God for the Holy Spirit who is forever my comforter. It's those midnight hours when you're up by yourself when things seem to hit the hardest. I know my babies are in heaven and living it up so I must be at peace with everything. Romans 8:28 "...all things work together for the good of those who love God and are called according to His purpose." I love God and I am called according to His purpose so it's all going to work together.

Rest in Love my sweet baby girls, those five months with you bonded us for life. Always a part of me and in my heart.

Your Mother

Wednesday, January 2, 2013

May 2013

Happy New Year

Happy New Year EVERYONE!

With this new year comes a new book.  I am throughly excited for what will be released in 5 months. Am I excited about the pain behind it? Not at all, but that pain produced a testimony and that testimony will produce an IMPACT.

As the holiday season has just passed, we often times think about those we love who have passed away and think on those moments with them and those emotions begin to surface. The loss of our babies was probably the most difficult time in our lives. We dealt with the losses differently but regardless of our process of grieving the emotions were the same. I was in denial, only for a short time, but then came anger. I was angry that my body failed me, angry that God would allow ALL of them to happen and angry that life had turned into a depressing saga.

It wasn't until a lady at our church said something one Friday night that sparked my mind and shifted me out of the depths of depression. She said, "...it's not about you." Now she wasn't directly talking to me but what she said was definitely for me, if not anyone else. My pain wasn't about me, it was about the light and hope found in Christ. It was about the strength that can only be found in Christ. It was about the light that should radiate from believers into this dark world that is overcome by lifes blows.

My life's challenges will be used as a testimony. It was a choice I made to continue on after our losses. You have to make a choice to trust God despite the rough times. You can't get a life back after it's lost, all you have are the memories and your response to it is what others will see and pull from.

Make the choice to press on and through the tears and the pain continue to trust in HIM and know, you're not alone in this.

May 2013, it's coming!
A Mother's Heart: The Heart of ther Matter 
TeAndra A. Rhone